I've been sleeping to late lately and also going to bed late. It's all a big vicious circle. But why is that so bad? Is it?
IvO - 8:18 PM
The Synthetic Dreamers is an msn group. Check it out, maybe you'll like it.
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The Synthetic Dreamers
IvO - 8:16 PM
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
Someone wrote this for me a long time ago. I thought I'd put it here. I really like it and I'd like to share it.
"Idiosyncratic Stillness"
Lo siento,
si el mismo silencio tatuado a gritos
sobre la piel mojada del destino,
as if words, once wholly useful
became banal, almost vulgar
as in fear, cowered…
The unmistakable silence of complicity?
I hope vaguely for the
plaintive wail of emotion,
odium, love, fatigue,
scorn, awareness, realization
como si en el espacio mismo
se ocupara de armar el vacio
como un castillo de arcaico silicio
¿La afasia inconfundible de la confusión?
Y nos comemos las lenguas en un beso
Pero no nos pertenecen ni nuestras sonrisas
ni nuestras angustias, ni nuestros abrazos
ni tu necesidad de decirte lo que ya sabes
ni mi necesidad de tomarme por querido
What only remains,
is the certainty of silence
interrupted by notes of clutter,
of noise and music
of the transcendental and the meaningless
of the dull and the amusing…
Y aun asi:
the dread remains,
and your smile manages
to confound and compound,
brick upon brick of nothingness
As to your silence, for once,
it’s one I have no need to break…
IvO - 6:10 PM
My life as a pet owner:
My poor dog is going to have to get his balls cut off. I feel so bad for him. The trainer told me it would be best, because that way he woudn't destroy every single thing that lies in his path. But I can't help feeling a bit bad for the lil fella... (see pic of him bellow) I just hope it goes well for him... Although I can't imagine that sort of thing making any male dog happy... or any male for that matter... Let's just pray it goes well for the lad.
Other than that, I've been well. Reading a lot of Anne Rice. I finally finished "The Vampire Armand" and now am ready to move on to the New Tales of the Vampires. But I decided to take a break since I'm all vampired out and now I will read one of the biographies made of Frida Kahlo. I love her paintings. I can relate to her, therefore I think this book will be a good read. I love my new Foto Log it's fun to see how people respond to my pictures and such. Also seeing other foto logs has been really cool. This is the addy if you wanna check it out...
My Fotolog
Have fun!
Later,
Me